Friday, September 2, 2011

VENTING

I guess you could say that today was the day I hit my breaking point. I thought that working at "said daycare" was going to be a wonderful experience, and it was.. up until the replaced my lead teacher.
They gave me this awful, full of herself, annoying bitch. This woman had issues with me from the second she walked in that door. I really do try to give everyone a fair chance, and I gave her one. It isn't my fault that she is an absolute wreck of an individual. Her SECOND day there, she FORBIDS me to pick up a child, a 3 month old, mind you. I'm of course in shock about this, why would you not pick up a crying infant? Her excuse? "she needs to get used to not being held." really? she's 3 months old? what else is she going to do aside from being held?
I went about my day, trying to forget about the vents and blame it on her being new .. and then she comes up to me and not only tells me to "say something to her face" but proceeds to call me a "smart alec". NOW she has gotten on my bad side. I kept on trying to deal with her, and keep my emotions in.. even though she was an absolute nut job. She'd forget to change diapers for HOURS then yell at ME for missing one kid in 1 hour? I did DAMN NEAR everything in that room .. but she claimed she did everything, and I did nothing (She's obviously DELUSIONAL as well as lazy!).
I went in yesterday, and the woman PULLS a kid out of my arms, roughly, not nicely. I went about changing the childs diaper, and playing with her on the floor for tummy time when she goes off .. again, as usual (all this woman does is BITCH!) she told me that there were 7 other kids in the room besides "said child", I told her I understood that, but the others were older and playing nicely amoughst each other... when she goes on about saying shit to her face again, and calling me names.
I literally lost it, she said she was turning me in? for what!? So I left, and went straight to the directors office to straighten this out and what happens? the bitch LIES out her HUGE NASTY ASS (I'm sure her being BFF with the director helped!) Ends up with me basically losing my position as assistant teacher and becoming a floater (fuck that!) I won't be punished for someone else's poor behavior and lack of respect.
I couldn't bring myself to even go back today ... I basically, quit. I don't deserve this and I most definitely don't get paid enough to deal with this! I spent the rest of the afternoon looking for a job on an ambulance... which I what I need! I need to get away from these uneducated women, these ignorant bitches and all the drama. I need to do what I went to school for!