Seriously, Grow Up.

Let's set a few things straight here because quite honestly I've had it with everyones drama and bullshit lately. I somehow managed to get involved in the lives of these immature little girls, actually they managed to get involved in mine & all they want to do is meddle and meddle and meddle until they succeed and fuck my life up.
Let me make this clear that I have done NOTHING to either of these girls to provoke their behavior towards me. Their behavior is immature, childish, and shows pure jealousy. I live by the saying "my haters make me famous" but this is pushing it a little far. There are "haters" and there are psychotic bitches who are so bored with their lives they have to mess around with someone else's a little to feel satisfied. The sheer fact that they have hooked up with half of Morgantown and want to call me out and say that I'm a whore was enough comedy to make me laugh a little through all of this. Let's get real, when a girl isn't a whore, and is actually a nice girl other girls will attack her by calling her exactly what she is not, and exactly what they are. It's jealousy at it's finest. The other comical part of the situation is when one of these kids decides to call me out and say I'm a "little bitch, because I won't call 'her'" excuse me sweetheart, but every time I'm around this girl, which is only when I stop to get gas or an energy drink where she works, she runs to the back and hides like a "little bitch". Obviously, she's scared of what I have to say to her since all she has is lies to keep trying to bring me down with. Needless to say, I wouldn't waste my breath on this girl. If I come inside, I'm strictly inside to get my energy drink & leave. I don't want to sit there and run MY mouth and say things when anyone who knows me, knows that this girl is absolutely full of it. I grew up a long time ago & with growing up, left behind this childish drama game.
For a solid week someone has been attempting to log into my Facebook accounts from areas I haven't set foot in. Usually, I get emails about this while I'm in class obviously not attempting to log into my Facebook. I had to de activate both accounts, for now, until I can figure out what's going on. It's not like I don't know who's trying to get into my account ... I know.
Girls like these two are pathetic, and immature. They wonder why no one will date them & why they can't keep relationships? What guy wants a girl who acts like that? A girl who starts drama with a girl they've never even met? Keep it up girls, you're only making yourselves look bad (;

School ; Blah ; Blugh

School starts up next week ... let me pretend, for a few moments, that I'm excited. I actually had a dream last night that I was back in class ... more of a nightmare really. I'm not ready to tackle all of this studying and test stuff again ... I mean, I'm ready but I'd rather not do it. But nothing in life is handed to you! You have to work hard to achieve the goals that you want to accomplish.
I won't lie. I put off all of the classes I need to finish my degree and I'm focusing on JUST completing the medic program right now. Human Anatomy went great last semester until the teacher and I got into it & he degraded me in front of the whole class ... Medical Terminology never went great. That bitch always had it out for me. I should've known when turning my final paper in, that I worked my ass off on and got every single fact into that I could, she would give me less than half credit just to fail me.
The thing is WVU is better in the long run, you have huge classes, the teachers don't know you by name and personally attack you & most of your assignments are completed online. WVU just didn't have the program I wanted ... so I'm stuck at Fairmont.
I got into Alderson ... buut turned it down, for now. I might as well just stay where I'm at and continue the road I'm on .. and then move on to something else.

Teensy Tiny Whores

Everytime I look over at the "People You May Know" on Facebook it's a bunch of high school girls posing half naked with drinks in their hands. On what planet is this acceptable? Most of these kids are actually friends with their parents on Facebook, so the parent's can't act oblivious to the face that this is going on.
When I was 16 I wasn't an angel, by any means, but I sure as hell wasn't screwing guys, drinking, and taking half naked pictures of myself to post on the internet. It doesn't make these girls look cute, or cool, it makes them look like they're lacking the proper parenting to grow into fully functional adults. You are NOT an adult at 16, 17 years old. I hate to break that to some of these kids, but you're just not. Granted, when I was 16 there were a few girls I knew who acted like these kids do, and they ended up miserable with life. You think you're having all the fun until reality sets in.
I can honestly say if I had a 16 year old daughter and she was acting like that, I'd knock some sense into her ignorant little head, not sit around and condone her actions. I think the older I get the more I sound like my mother ... frightening, but maybe she was right all along!

HOORAY!

My dad had his car towed over to John Howard this morning, which means my Subaru can FINALLY get out of the garage! I haven't driven my car in almost 3 days, I know she's eager to get out again! (:

Bullshiting through Boredom

I could sit here and bullshit an entire blog about love, and how it fucked me up and how afraid of commitment I am now OR I could just be mature about it and say that I've only learned, positive things, from every single thing I've gone through.
I'll choose the mature approach because I have learned a lot from the experiences I've been through. I can't stand when girls make a big deal out of a break up, or a guy cheating on her. If you have to post it on facebook, even as one of those bullshit subliminal messages through song lyrics posted as your status, you probably need to look in the mirror, smack yourself & grow the hell up. Life's rough & you realistically have years to find someone to spend your life with, so LIVE in the moment, DO what you FEEL and above all BE HAPPY with the life that you're living and the lessons you've learned from it.

I'm not asking to fall in love ; I just want to fall in "happy" with someone ...

I follow my old Twitter on my new one because sometimes, it inspires me to go back and read all of the things I posted and everything I went through.
I sound so immature and childish in all of my posts. It's hard to believe that I grew up so much since then. It's almost embarrassing to read the things I used to say! It's also sad when I read how heartbroken, happy, up and down and in between I was. I won't lie, it provoked a few tears. It's not like I ever really forgot the things I went trough, because they made me who I am but I more or less put them to the back of my mind.
Well, that was emotionally exhausting ... time for bed!

GOODNIGHT MOON // GOODNIGHT STARS ....